Wednesday, 21 May 2008

Still Bad

Yesterday was no better than the day before. Survived yesterday's suicide mission though. However the mind is disturbed with a legal advice that I gave. I console myself by convincing that technically the legal advice is correct but probably I lack in experience to forsee the complications that may occur in the future. Hence, the shuey-self-let-down mode sink in and tears started rolling while driving back from the meeting.

Other than the above fact, there were other things disturbing my emotion and mental well being at the moment. Wish I could just take a break for a minute and someone just whisk me away from where I am. But then I realized, running away from whatever I'm feeling would not solve the problem. Face it I must.

*sigh*

It's true that life has its ups and downs. Well, I'm at the bottom of it now and I just can't bring myself to go up.

2 comments:

Ummu Auni said...

if you browsed through my archive around yr 2006, i was at my lowest point during that time. the only thing that makes sense was me starting my masters

i hate my GM so much back then!

shueyluweyduwey said...

thanks for sharing kak aini. tuh lar pikir2 nak buat bende lain jugak lar sambil kerja nih.at least boleh tambah knowledge.takde lar rasa begitu bodoh sekali.hehe.