A day

full of collecting and absorbing interesting new facts about forensic accounting and the mechanics of motor vehicles. Oh yeah, and a revisit to Company Law. Refreshing.

Could it truly be a miracle? He is definitely hearing us out. Good luck to YOU!! You know mother and I would be praying for you. *hugs*

Sabar

For someone who had just lost someone dear to his heart and struggling to make ends meet telling me to be patient is deep.

I still have my family.
I still have a job.
I still have him.

I have every reason to be thankful for. So true. Thank you for the gentle reminder.

16 days till year end. I have faith in you. *hugs*

Ego Booster

It's an undisputed fact that everyone has ego and pride. To be judged and criticized professionally is a nightmare. But to have a professional concurring to another professional views/opinion is a good ego booster.

Though "puan, you are right" came from a circle out of the public service, it did my ego good. At least for today.heh.

week-end-ish

Saturday- Huberdina Maria Hertogh (Natrah)

After so long not satisfying my thirst for theater, i was a tad disappointed. The musical part was unnecessary. I could only appreciate the monologue bit. Sofea Jane was impeccable. Umie Aida was unexpectedly superb. For a first theater timer, Maya Karin was not bad. The rest of the actors and actresses was mediocre. I may be biased but Huberdina Maria Hertogh (Natrah) ala AIKOL kicked *ss hands down!!

Sunday- Brunch with favorite girl friends.

The last I met them bestie was about a month ago. Since a month ago, many things happened. Thanks for sacrificing your sunday family time to chill with us single ladies and a man. =) Unfortunate the brunch was not captured. But many more Sunday/Weekend brunch should not be a problem forthwith ey? Good luck fellow besties. I heart all of YOU!

Tomorrow's Monday. Damn!

p/s: To you, you've grown unimaginably matured. I heart you too!

Random thoughts (before i head home)

Soalan berbangkit pada hari ini:

• "Garangnya shu", pegawai itu berkata. Soalan saya balik, garang kah saya? seolah tidak percaya. honestly.
• "Tengah bahagia ya?" seorang lagi pegawai itu berkata. Saya menjawab, "ye, saya tahu saya sudah gemuk. jangan tanya soalan itu".

Cheh. Baru nak perasan ada orang tegur dah kurus (konon). But obviously to concur that I've gone down is going against everything that is obvious. like duh.

Hanya seorang sahaja ada delusional syndrome; YOU! kan dah cakap I've gained weight dan saya bulat seperti bola. Denying it would not push me to do something about it. Jadi, sila lah mengaku yang saya sudah membesar bagai juara. *sigh*

Another reason not to plan right?

brain numb

A whole day session of absorbing policy+ legal issues literally left me brain numb. The last time I had brain numb was in uni years after final exams. refreshing right?

While some of you starts partying tomorrow till Sunday, I won't. While some of you heads to Kedah for Toni's reception, I won't due to logistic and substantial financial issues. If you get my drift.

Anyways, to work I'll be at tomorrow. Friends attending Toni's reception, send me regards to her.

To you, we shall not give up hope. You being more optimistic about it keeps me spirit high. Let's do this.*hugs*

p/s: if things ain't changing, we'll go to plan B i.e. get that DSLR, attend photography class and let ME be your subject. alritey? =)

I wish I know where the land is

When I said,

Take me to the land of no worries
Take me to where I won't feel stupid
Take me to where I feel I belong
Take me to where I feel calm
Take me to where I'll be happy

He said,

I wish I know where the land is.

Thank you. How not to lose hope. How not to stop planning. There is still hope. There is still time.

Insya Allah.