To avoid conflict

I h.i.d.e.
Thank goodness for this huge bed.
And internet connection.
I find solace in my own room.
Room which will be shared with husband-to-be.
One month from now.
So much of not caring how things should go.
I actually do care.
So much of parents not bothered with how things should go.
They actually care.
This.is.no.fun.