Friday, 30 October 2009

i miss me girlies.

Today was supposed to be a day off.
Tomorrow should've been the official day that we're an item.
But in light on the turn of events,
Today was a working day; and
Tomorrow will be postponed to an undetermined date.

Looking forward to Sunday. He'll be coming back. Though for a short while. I need my dose of happiness.

I miss my girlies (mira.ein.muna). Really I do. They are my doses of happiness.

him+me girlies = doses of happiness = happy shiny shuey.

Wednesday, 28 October 2009


"Syg niiii.." is like music to my ears. You've slowly healed. Alhamdulillah. I can't possibly replace her. I can NEVER replace her. But my pair or ears are always free for lending.

Work is overwhelmingly hectic.

Suddenly I saw the light at the end of the tunnel:a tub full of Kit Kat ice cream in the fridge that i completely forgot about.

To H*** with work. Yummy ice cream awaits. Yay!

Tuesday, 27 October 2009

When a grown man

Wept openly over the death of his mother,it shattered my heart.

Called upon his two siblings to sit by their mother's grave relieving sweet memories of her,it broke me into pieces.

So,don't relentlessly say thanks to my parents and i for the 2 1/2 hours drive to and fro.

It's the least that we could do.

After all,you're already considered part of the family.

Monday, 26 October 2009

He loves her more

He speaks highly of her.
He thinks highly of her.
Of course, she's his mother.
Tonight, she passed away.


I cannot imagine the loss you're feeling.
I cannot imagine the devastation.
But do know I'm here for you.

May she rest in peace and placed among the dwellers of Jannah.


Indeed, we can only plan. And mother was right. It was not a sign but test from Him.

Sunday, 25 October 2009

He knows best

I've heard the phrase "kita hanya mampu merancang, Allah maha mengetahui" many times.

Little did I know that one day it'll smack me right in the face.

I've also heard the phrase "mothers know best" many times.

I hope you are right mother.

Friday, 16 October 2009

weekend is here

and i fell off the chair literally!

out of happiness? NoT!

But to dear gems (you know who you are). I'm overjoyed to know all the fantabalous news. Call for a major celebration.

Yang sorang tuh, just take the offer will ya. Be my lunch mate? =)

*hugs to all*

and they say rome was not built in a day

adakah harus jatuh bangun jatuh bangun jatuh bangun banyak kali sehingga betul betul rasa you can do it?

adakah kerana sebelum ini tidak pernah perlu jatuh bangun jatuh bangun jatuh bangun banyak kali sehingga menyebabkan one feels complacent enough that things WILL fall in its place.

bila kah rasa ini akan hilang?

bila kah one can be intelligent enough not to feel stupid?

bila kah?

bila kah?

tak sanggup la nak jatuh bangun jatuh bangun jatuh bangun. dah habis berdarah dah kaki ini. dah penat rasa bodoh. dah penat. dah penat.

bila kah hari itu akan sampai. hari di mana we shall be reunited. my love. my long lost love.

encik "you make me happy", sila lah take me away to the land of endless happiness. where we need not be frustrated. where we need not worry.

-signed budak yang makin lama makin confuse-

Thursday, 15 October 2009

purple peep hijab.white kebaya.

the only thing i look forward coming to work everyday is how colorful i should look.hence, today's ensemble. but i've been staging my OWN protest by not putting on any make up. protest for coming to work everyday though the heart's not in it.

Tuesday, 13 October 2009

What do you do

when your heart is not in it anymore.

do you yell "fine!you win.i lose" and consider defeat?

or you walk away and NEVER turn back?

or you just swallow it and take it as it is?

My heart is screaming, leave! But the head is rationalizing the pros and cons.

Monday, 12 October 2009

Note to oneself

Live in the present, not in the past or the future.
Live in the present, not in the past or the future.
Live in the present, not in the past or the future.

Thursday, 8 October 2009

betul lah aku in apt

err..when was the last time you felt silly and stupid for not saying anything in a meeting? err..just now. err..betul lah aku in apt. like duh!

azam baru dan reminder kepada diri sendiri: sila jangan menjadi bodoh di dalam meeting. sila sila jangan!

i need to find something that I'm good at.

this is depressing.


Tuesday, 6 October 2009

The 1st out of 5 to get married first

they're my confidante
my childhood buddy
come Saturday
Aban turns to mrs
come next May
Mynn turns to mrs
come 3 other weddings
all turns to mrs (insya allah)
but come whatever may
i pray this bond stays
me love you chickas!

Monday, 5 October 2009

Sambungan kepada sasha's women can be simple too

when i said : macam nak demam

and he said: okay, jom nanti i buy 100 plus for you

and i said: not thirsty.i said rasa macam nak demam.

and he said: ye la. the 100 plus would keep ur body temperature down.

yes, it's simple acts like that melts THIS girl's heart. though 10 minutes after, I asked where's my 100 plus after he came back and got his food. he said, "ala lupa!" laa.but it was no biggie because I wasn't feeling that sick and instead of 100 plus, ada sundae to gobble up. heh.

but he made it up later when he called

and said: guess what I'm doing?

and i said: what?

and he said: watching The Ugly Truth while eating the caramel u made. sedap and best giler!


no, he's not metrosexual and he ain't romantic either. like i said, does not take a genius to keep a girl happy no?