Thinking cap NOT ON!

Bunch of things to attend too but my mind just seem not to work. When I read, it goes blurry and my mind starts to wonder else where. Maybe because it's Friday and I'm already thinking bout the dinner dates with me buddies later at night. Or maybe I'm just plain LAZY. I would think the latter is more appropriate. Heh.

Hence this post.

Oh dear me thinking cap, where for ar thou thinking cap?

Gomen

So the house this morning was filled with people (not strangers) as my aunties and uncles were leaving for Umrah. I on the other hand was busy preparing to leave for work. So, while doing so, had a casual talk or two with the people in the house. And naturally the casual talk or two will revolve around work or love life. Hence the question, "so where u workin' now?". the answer, "at putrajaya". question followed, "where at?". answer, "with the AGC but attached to a Ministry". response, "oh.gomen ker?". answer, "yeah".

That response given by the people as if shouts "tak standard nye kerja dgn gomen" (this observation is solely based on my OWN presumption as I am known to over-analyze and as many know, I suffer for severe sickness of paranoia) . And such retort comes from someone who is attached with a Government Link Company. How fair of a statement is that?

p/s: in case ur wondering, gomen stands for government

Blank

I initially wanted to blog on the recent road trip to Pangkor Island with the fam but suddenly all thoughts on it evaporated into thin air. When you think things will be alright, it would somehow turn otherwise. When you think you are doing fine, it suddenly turned wrong. Life indeed is like a roller coaster. Nothing is fair. The grass will ALWAYS be greener on the other side. But be grateful I must for I am still breathing. For I have a job. For I have shelter. For I have family. For I am loved by my beloved ones. Syukr Alhamdulillah. Allah is FAIR.

The many faces of me during the recent trip. Decipher yourself.

Lunch

See, the reason why i got infuriated for not being informed of the postponed meeting was because I've pre-planned how the day was going to run. The plan was this; attend meeting, skip formal lunch, head to Alamanda to get lunch.

Now, no meeting. no formal lunch. no alamanda trip to get lunch.

Furthermore, I'm too lazy to drive out or even drag my butt to the cafe downstairs to get some food.

Hence, decided to stay in the office ravishing on junkies i stock in the office. And you wonder why I'm this bloated and fat?

Stupid postponed meeting!!!!

The cat and I

I initially wanted to post this first than the former but I was way too infuriated, I had to channel it out of the system.

Had an insomnia attack last night. Woke up in the middle of the night and couldn't sleep thereafter. The cat (refering to the one-blue eyed kitten) was up too. Since I've yet to perform my 'isya, I took wudhu' and just did that. Thereafter, I recite the Quran to calm this unnerving feeling. And guess which ayat appeared? It was ayatul-kursi. He was listening. He knows. He guided. Subhanallah. Masyallah. He is indeed Great. It gave me the calmness I seek but I still couldn't sleep. Probably it's a reminder to constantly remember Him. To believe in Him. To know we are protected.

Alhamdulillah. I am truly blessed.

How does it feel

to have traveled all the way for a meeting only to know that it was postponed in the afternoon to which in no way my boss or I was informed. To make it worst, we're the only ones who were not informed. Stupidity is taken to the next level. I've never been this furious for the longest i can remember. It's no wonder certain negative perceptions are thrown to this public sector. Shame on you people!!!

updated:

Didn't know a phone call caused the office boy to come all the way down to explain why we're not informed. He also had the cheek to shift the blame to my LA to which I called my LA in and ask him to explain the situation. Clearly my LA was not wrong. All the while, they were wrong for not informing us. They were wrong for not sending us the letter to inform the meeting was postponed.

May seem petty and trivial but mind you, this has happened more than once. It's the second experience for me. Imagine the first, where I stayed back for a meeting thought to convene at 8 p.m only to find out it started at 6.30 p.m. My boss did the yelling at that time. This time around, I was the horrid one.

The rule is simple. If we're not wanted at the meeting, why invite right?

I guess my broo-ha-ha at this would only add on to the negative perception that they have already gathered towards me; arrogant, un-sociable, hot-tempered federal counsel. And you'd think I care? I only react when I am provoked. I can be patient but I have my limits. The true color of shuey is shown now ey?

Be afraid. Be VERY afraid. Muahahahah. *gelak ala drakula* *giggles*

Thankful

Those who have been reading since i started blogging (from the one in Friendster), would've noticed how I hated,despise a certain somebody from my previous employment experience. Since I left, things didn't change much. The somebody is the same 'ol annoying person. Paranoid psychopath I would like to think.

I just got the dish from my former colleagues that that somebody is getting worst by the day. I pity pupils,colleagues & staff all the same to have that somebody dictate the division as if that somebody owns the division. From what I gather from the little bird, things are in fact getting uglier by the day. Sending nasty e-mails, un-called behaviour, paranoia syndrome sums up the characteristics of that somebody.

I am ever so glad that Allah chartered my path to where I am now for I wouldn't want to experience the awfullness of what they are presently going through.

"absolute power corrupts". And THAT is soo true.

Thank You Allah.

family vacay & congratulations

Going for another island escapade very soon with the family.

Another weekend bliss. =)

To Mr Lee Chong Wei, Congratulations!! Regardless of what others think of you, I personally think you did the Nation proud. You lost with pride, honor & dignity intact. *clap* *clap*

*picture above courtesy of utusan malaysia

Tagged

Tagged by Hida

Question 1: What were you doing 5 years ago?
Answer: Law undergrad

Question 2: What are the 5 things on your to-do list today?
Answer:
a) Work
b) Meet up a friend for dinner
c) Prevent from suffering any boredom syndrome (since the boss is away and all)
d) Do some research (ala-ala rajin konon)
e) Cannot think of another reason

Question 3: What are the 5 snacks that you enjoy?
Answer:
a) Daim Cake
b) Chocolates
c) Any junk food
d) Can't think of anything else (never quite the habit to snack pun)
e) Refer to (d)

Question 4: What are the 5 things that you would do if you were a billionaire?
Answer:
a) Travel the world
b) Donate to charity
c) Get me mom her dream house
d) Get me mom her dream car
e) Save up for rainy days (never know when He would take it ALL away)

Question 5: What are the 5 jobs you've had?
Answer:
a) Pekerja Kontrak Sementara Immigration
b) Pupil in chambers
c) Advocate & Solicitor
d) FC

OK...finally the 5 lucky people that hopefully will continue this tag:

Not tagging anyone. Feel free to do it if anyone wishes to do so.

3 weddings, bbq dinner & surpise bday bash

All the above event left me stuffed, bloated and FAT!! ewwww..I so need to go on a diet now.

Wedding numero uno:

Shauna and shadiq (9.8.2008)


Wedding number 2:

Hazlina & Shamsul (10.8.2008)

Wedding tres':

Masliza & Haizul Azmi (10.8.2008)

Le food and attendees of bbq:

mashed potato ala DIY

The host and hostess

Le couple no. 2

FAT & bloated Yours truly *yuck!!*

Ze surprise birthday bash:

The accomplices

The cupcakes

The baloon

The dazed birthday girl

Me complete lovely chikas (caya lar aban!!)

Just felt like having a photo blogging post this time. Been away for two day course from Mon-Tue. Back to office today. Attended B-O-R-I-N-G meeting. Going back home in a bit. Toodles.

spotted

On the morning of 08.08.08 (friday), spotted at the Dewan Tunku Chancelor Universiti Malaya;

dude receiving the anticipated scroll

with a photo-gedik, self-claimed photographer of the day


xoxo,

The photo-gedik self-claimed photographer.=)

p/s: mr dearie said person, the path u took was not an easy one but u finished it non-the-less. im proud of ya. Now, a new journey begins. The world is yours to see and seize. carpe diem!! (seize the day). *hugs*

Twilight Zone-Like

For the past 3 days I've been experiencing hard pounding headache. The one that makes u feel like dis-attaching the head and hit it hard against the wall for it is way excruciating to bear. Then again, I may have exaggerated tiny bit but STILL it's painful. The catch is this, it comes on the journey to work and when I'm at work. It lessen when the office view starts to disappear from my sight. And the best part is, it vanishes when I reach home. Now, how do u explain that? probably there's tiny aliens in me head carrying the mission to purposely disrupt me concentration at work. or probably there's kryptonite-like stone in the area of Putrajaya which causes me this pain. and that would make me Superman's sister and that would mean I have to wear my inner garment inside out? ewwwwwwwwwwwww.... *tenenenenenenenen-twilight zone tune starts to play* . to note, I'm having one at the moment. It hurts!!!!

On a different take, I'm almost done with one piece of work and I'm off for an early weekend break. Oh yeah. Not going for any escapade anywhere. Just taking leave for the fun of it. Because I can and because there's allocation for it. ngeeee..

G'morning, G'day, G'nite.

Awwwwwwwww

It is a renown fact that Asian men are hopeless when it comes to being romantic and lovey dovey. Au contrair!! My everyday exercise of blog hopping brought me here and it made me go awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww all the way. hehe. read up and you'll know why.

psst...ehem ehem..mr dearie said person, take note yeah. =p

see guys (as in literally), it doesn't take much to make a girl happy. just add some mystery and unexpected surprises. we'll (us girls) be happy.

ehem..ehem..ehem...mr dearie said person *wink*

woooooooooossssssssshhhhhhhhhhhh

like wow. it's already wednesday?

and like wow. t'row would be the last day of work (for the week) for me since i'll be taking friday off. =p

time have been zoomin by me for the past two weeks or so. not because i have tons of work to do. not because i was busy. i don't know. it just zoomed by.

so, the cousin got married last weekend. the dad got all emotional and started the cliche' line of "sedih tengok anak orang lain kahwin". the sisters ignored 'em line as always.

life? has been alright. I read a friend's blog that reminded me of my depressed days. No, I'm not depressed. I suspect she is. Like her, though not depressed, I feel dis-attached with the going ons of this world, country or me friends. Been busy minding own business with me family, cats and that once-upon-a-time-turned-hulk-dude.

I'm bored. I need excitement (not-kinky-related y'all). Everythings been dull dum dim dum.

Help!!

More weddings come this weekend. Probably that'll put me back to my senses. Meeting friends and doing the hoo-haa-ing.

Till then, shuey OUT!