Friday, 30 November 2007


  • attended course
  • met work dead-line
  • meetings
  • wedding
  • dinner

translated to blueghness.abso-freakin-lutely (miss using that word.=)) no time for myself.blueghnesss!!!!!!!!!!!



Monday, 26 November 2007

wedding shcemdding.holidays

*sigh* whilst the school kids having a holiday blast, us adults is at work, having the monday blues. sheesh.

depressing monday it is.not feeling well.feet hurts.stomach full of gas.head hurts.worrysome for my coming interview on the 29.11.2007.yeeesh.

plentiful of wedding receptions to go too this coming one month.both my cousins getting married.*sigh* uni-mate and beloved ex-colleague getting married as well.*double sigh* dad's making noise, mum's yapping, aunties worry.*tripple sigh* am i THAT OLD to worry that im no where near to hear the sacred wedding bell ringing/chiming or whatever?

as u can see this post is a truly ramble3 bla3 post with no exact point im trying to make.back to work.monday blues suck!!!

Sunday, 25 November 2007


in the light of whatever's happening in the nation, i'm sadden at the fact that we've forgotten who we are, what we had, and how thankful we should be of our own country, we call Malaysia.

i believe there must be check and balance in a government. i believe that the voices of the people must be heard. but where should we draw the line? how should we draw the line? should we be too adamant with what we feel that laws are to be ignored, national security are to be jeopardized?

i don't have answers to these questions but i believe there are ways to resolve the dissatisfaction of everyone. have we forgotten how many envy the harmony we achieved living in a multiracial community? have we forgotten the sufferings the nation experienced from the 13 May 1969 incident. have we forgotten how to respect and be tolerant with one another?most importantly, have we forgotten who we are?

not one nation is perfect in this whole wide world. each country has its own turmoil and issues to be resolved by their respective government. to achieve such perfect nation, it is most certainly near to impossible.

thus, probably we should just for a second stop being selfish and be individualistic. instead, we should start embracing the fact that whoever our ancestors were, we are now nationals of Malaysia and stand united we must, if not for the present generation, have some mercy for the future generations to come.




"We are family
I got all my sisters with me
We are family
Get up ev'rybody and sing

Ev'ryone can see we're together
As we walk on by
(FLY!) and we fly just like birds of a feather
I won't tell no lie
(ALL!) all of the people around us they say
Can they be that close
Just let me state for the record
We're giving love in a family dose

Living life is fun and we've just begun
To get our share of the world's delights
(HIGH!) high hopes we have for the future
And our goal's in sight
(WE!) no we don't get depressed
Here's what we call our golden rule
Have faith in you and the things you do
You won't go wrong
This is our family Jewel"

BUT WAIT...we're far from the above-picture-perfect-family-lyric.we're what my sister calls :dysfunctional family.we're bunch of hot-headed,hot-tempered,stubborn and opiniated bunch of family that I ever knew off.

dysfunctional and indifferent that we are, i still love my family to bits simply because how hot-headed, hot-tempered, stubborn and opiniated that we are, deep down inside, we still care for one another.we don't show it physically but we show it in silence.

in the spirit of a perfect sunday today spending quality time of sunday-gurl-shopping and chowing down mom's superb nasi lemak with bergedil with the dysfunctional family , i just feel like singing WE ARE FAMILY all day long.=)

Presenting: the dysfunctional family from L-R, me,my dad, my kak.long, my mum, my 2nd sister

Friday, 23 November 2007


haven't had this feeling for a very long time.shhhh..don't tell mr.dearie said's smitten at the fact that this not-so-bad-looking-PTD-dude from the office acknowledges me not by a mere hand gesture but literally, he knows my name.=) hihihi..

hey, i think im allowed to feel this way since there's absolutely no one in my office worth oogling at.'s a wonderful friday after all.*gedik-shue-mode-on* heh...

T.G.I.F's friday.

yesterday marked exactly one month since i started work at the new place.i must say i did waaaayyyyy much more here than i ever did at my last place of far, i've yet to comit any bubu-ness/mistakes worth making me feel stupid or dumb.boss is great.learned not that much but non-the-less gained new knowledge.made new friends.feeling slightly more confident than before.all in all, alhamdulillah.

been a rather crazy week for me.meetings to to finish and am glad the weekend is here.its time to relax, kick back and enjoy the blisfull saturday and sunday without any social, family or work obligation.yay.=)

sorry dear nasreen for not being able to attend ur wedding in kedah due to some financial and transportation difficulty.tonight is the night you'd be lawfully wedded to the guy of your choice.i pray for you and your hubby's happiness throughout your entire marriage.look gorgeous and have fun at your wedding.much love!!!

Thursday, 22 November 2007

she's married!!

upon stumbling into muna's wedding picture on her friendster page and seeing her undeniably elated face, i guess it just sunk in my brain that she's really married. one of my closest buddy is married. muna; she's married. wow..

sad that i couldn't go to her akad and her wedding reception but muna dearest, do know that i'm praying for your hapiness, always.*tears*

gone were the days of uia where i would crash in ur room shared with ein and mira and we would talk all night long and laugh at our own antiques and silly jokes. gone were the days where u would tutor mira and ein right before exam and i would just sit, watch and menyibuk, mana tau kalau dapat tips2 interesting. gone were the days where we would alternately drive to our hang out place together with ein,mira and melati (be it jusco maluri, mc'donalds or projet) right after class. gone were the days where we would confide to each other bout our personal problems.*sob*

though all those are gone, know that you'll remain my closest buddy then, now and forever. insya allah.

you and your own antiques, mira and ein with their own antiques and of course ms. shuhadah with her peculiar antiques; but do know, indifferent that we are, you guys thought me the value of a friendship, one which is priceless. love u guys to bits!!

by end of next year, i'll have to share u guys with ur respective husbands and that leaves me with a sentimental feel. *sob*

Iftar 2007 i.e. last meet up before muna became mrs. syed

Well, anyhoooow,congrats to Mr and Mrs Syed. May ur marriage's blessed with eternal bliss.

To Muna, Mira and Ein; i know i've said it before but i'll say it again; thank u for the amazing friendship and cheers to my lovely ladies for making my life colorful.=)

Tuesday, 20 November 2007

in dire need to shop

my black shiny court shoes are dilapitated, no longer have office attire to wear to dire need to shop but at the moment, no financial capabilities.haish.

post updates.

i discovered in langkawi that i could do these two things: -

yeap, people. i em-ceed for the official dinner as well as i danced for the retro-themed dinner for the sake of introducing junior officers to the advisory division at large. both things required confidence and courage to which surprisingly i succeeded in both.hihihih.=)

on sunday, my gurlfriends and i chilled at Delicious Cafe for some yummy food;

and yesterday, i made these for my sister: -

and now im swamped with work.toodles.=)

Saturday, 17 November 2007

just got back from langkawi for a conference. had to give muna's wedding a miss. never the less, i got to speak to her before the akad ceremony.i love u babes.sorry couldn't make it.

so that u people DO NOT SPECULATE, i was away for work and it has got nothing to do with ANY FACT that i fought with her. so, there. i've said it. don't anyone dare to make any presumption about my absenties at her wedding. to friends who understood my previous post and who were concerned enough to ask me how i was (thanks asni), much thanks to u guys for not asking me who the gossip culprits were. that shows how one could be professional and respectful about one's personal matters.

the three day conference was truly exhausting. did a whole bunch of things which i never thought i am brave enough to do. pictures will be uploaded soon in the next post.

exhausted today.looking forward for a lunch session with ma pretty ladies from high school tomorow.have a great weekend peeps.or whatever's left of it.=)

Monday, 12 November 2007

highschool episode

never thought that a year after university ended, the highschool dramas continues to date. bad enough today's dinner practice was not up to the expectation of the powers to be, i was told by a little bird that some extravagant rumors about me was spreading around if not to all of my friends, maybe a few have heard it.

having found out about that, i exploded. this habit of people talking about other people behind other peoples back without cogent fact is so passe'. i beg of u people, PLEASE GROW UP. stop minding other peoples personal matter. by getting urself meddled in a no-existent conflict will only make it worst and for goodness sake, we're 24. in case u haven't noticed, we're no longer teenagers. we're adults and professionals. so, act like one!!

i have no choice but to voice out this frustration and anger of mine. i am dissapointed that this practice of gossiping and minding about others people business for the wrong reasons, have yet to cease. be rest assured that i am no saint. i had and occasionally still have my share of bad habits but not to the extent of seeking for the truth of the matter which does not relate to me to the core of it and spreading it to others in the name of informing the current happenings of our peers.

i think i've said my peace of mind. to those i've offended, i seek ur forgiveness and to those who've yet to stop the habit of minding people's business, i suggest; PLEASE STOP IT for you are not perfect and to find the imperfection of others is an utter waste of time.

oh yeah, and to WHOEVER WANTED TO KNOW; sasha and i are just fine the way we are. she was absent from my open house because she went for a legal aide program and mind you, i was duly informed before hand.

and also please know that i write this not to offend anyone but merely as a REMINDER not only to those concerned but also to myself and NO, i am not stooping as low as those who started the nonsensical rumor. This is based on true fact and nothing less.

enough said.

weekend frenzy

it was a crazy weekend frenzy. saturday morning went out for a supposedly grocery shopping; instead we ended up with zero-grocery but gained new pair of sandals for myself, clothes and shoes for my sister.

after the failed attempt to grocery shop, we left for Ipoh to attend to my cousin's supposedly 'merisik' turned engagement ceremony. hehe. it's funny that she lives in mutiara damansara with her brother's family but we never do make a point to meet up with each other. hence, the news that she was getting hitched next year came not so much as a shock to me, but i was non-the-less surprised.

congratulations dear cuzzy. i had fun using ayahuda's ol' school camera to capture the candid moments of u and ur fiance'. yes, dear cousin, YOU ARE NOW OFFICIALLY ENGAGED.=) can't wait for next years wedding and be rest assured, i'll remember to bring a digital camera though not at par with ur fiance's superbly canggih DSLR.hehehe...
On a side note, i don't understand the hoo-haas of the peaceful assembly that took place last Saturday. I believe the assembly was not intended to hurt anyone in particular or an attempt to politicize the YDPA but merely to pass a memorandum to the YDPA. Should the YDPA want to read, acknowledge, or consider it, is secondary.
oh well, glad that a friend of mine was not hurt in the whole thing. *sigh* hate the monthly woman thingy. it makes me go on an emotional roller coaster ride.
*double sigh*

Friday, 9 November 2007

yesterday, 8.11.2007 10 zany law 20 girls decided to spend some mulah for a photoshoot organized by asni & adrin.the theme was black top,denim and blue took us more than 3 hours to complete the photoshoot due to unforseen circumstances (someone woke up late)..ehehe but it was all worth it. for the whole day yesterday, we pretended to be models and posed for the camera like we were pros.

doing the photoshoot made us realized that being a model is not just looking all pretty dolled up for the camera. one must be physically and mentally fit and punctuality is the essence above all.i refuse to post any candid photo in this post as i looked hideously fat and ugly in all of the pictures taken by asni's, adrin's and fad's camera.

thus, i plead to the three girls to NOT post any photos which have me in it.PLEASE, i beg of u!!

now, let's pray that the edited photos from the photoshoot would do me some justice.=)

p/s: to asni,adrin,fad,hida,toni,emma,ati, lia and ira; thanks for making yesterday's photoshoot fun and wacky.

P/s/s:to lia, thanks also for having us crashing at ur place and finishing up shamelessly almost all of the food prepared.=)

Monday, 5 November 2007

she's engaged <3

Last saturday, 3rd November 2007, close friends and immediate family witnessed the engagement ceremony of Dhamirah Nazihah Binti Azman to the love of her life, Mohd Irfan.

It was a sweet and simple ceremony, yet the decor and finishing touches from the hantarans to her attire were nothing but elegant and style. I believe she waited years for this moment to materialize and her prayers were answered by God Almighty bestowing her with hapiness from a fulfilling career to a loving guy.

Cheers to Mira for she is now engaged. Love u dearly my dear Mira. May ur always blessed with hapiness and joy be it in your career or life.



Friday, 2 November 2007

L.a.w.a.k.s B.O.D.O.H

lame jokes (i.e. lawak melayu bodoh) never really makes me laugh but as i was rushing to work this morning, the following two jokes in the form of a teka teki managed to release my stress-ness of reaching office late (late being after 8 a.m.i know, pathetic):-

i) Q: siapa kembar hantu?
A: ....han-three. eheheheh.lawah tak seberapa lawak but i laughed non-the-

ii) Q: negara apa yang banjir sebelum hujan?
A: Bahrain (get it?bah=banjir, rain=hujan)..ngueh..ngueh..ngueh...

and today's friday.whoopey.lookin forward to an all girls slumber party at mira's crib tonite to help her out in her engagement ceremony happy for u, Dear Mira.congrats!!!=)

Thursday, 1 November 2007


P.Ramlee, the Musical didn't turn out as superbly as I thought it would. A glitch to the sound system resulting in not having able to hear clearly through out the entire performance could have affected my view on the said Musical. Nevertheless, I salute Sean Ghazi, Liza Hanim, Rachel (MyStarz LG), Atillia and Dato' Siti Nurhaliza for their immaculate vocal capabilities. They were superb!!

I didn't really enjoy the story board of the said Musical though. It was slightly boring in the sense that the theater was on a monotonous mode for the entire 3/4 of the show. Only when P.Ramlee met Liza Hanim, the play started to pick up its pace.

Through out the play, I must say the extras and Liza Hanim played a major role in making it lively. The choreography and props of the said Musical is at par with broadway standard. Kudos to Pat Ibrahim and Stage Manager for making all scenes looked lively and real.

If only there wasn't any glitch to the sound system, I would've enjoyed it a bit more despite 3/4 of the show was as i said earlier, rather monotonous. Oh well, for an RM 80 ticket, 3 seats from the stage, and a gossip session with syariza, I must say it was most certainly worth it.=)

Not on an up-beat mode at the moment. bluegh.Will ramble about it later.