Friday, 28 August 2009

Long weekend? What long weekend.

Mission to leave earlier today failed as well. Dear jam, please be kind.

The work place is starting to slowly grow on me. Probably it is best that I'm placed here. It's just that too much is on the plate at the moment. Having a slight difficulty to adjust to the work load since am running the place solo. So, yeah. I'm doing alright after all.

Dear Allah, give me strength and thank You for being kind.

Cheerios guys. Have a superb long weekend.

Thursday, 27 August 2009


The mother who typed on the lap top using one finger at a time. Super funny.


The two bratty cats at home.


Need i say more.

I thought receiving positive remark on substantive work that I do would bring the spirit UP! like the movie UP! unfortunately, the hollowness is still apparent. I could still feel it. What is it that I'm searching? What is it that I want? What is it that I need?

I search for peace of mind.I want to go home.I need therapy.

Wednesday, 26 August 2009


Image obtained here

Nope. not that kind of nightmare. Immediately after i snooze after sahur, i had this really weird dream combination of being transferred to a new office (was not a pretty sight) and a sarong-clad-Ati feeding chicken and rabbit.

Explanation anyone?

I woke up thinking probably the Great One is saying what I want is not what I should pray/wish for.

And as for Ati, are you trying to be telepathic from Mecca? Even if you are, what is it that you're trying to convey ati? what?

Tuesday, 25 August 2009

get a new job, say ay!!

Even a cute vintage green blouse couldn't cheer me day. Shue says, go get a new job. Anyone in favour, say ay!!

Monday, 24 August 2009

Have u ever felt

like leaving and dropping everything to start afresh
like running away but u can't
like wanting to rewind the time because the past seemed more calm

have u ever?

Tuesday, 18 August 2009


*smile* *giggle giggle* *smile*

A date i want to remember.


Monday, 17 August 2009

It's funny

It's funny when you wish what you wish/pray for shouldn't come true
It's funny when you wish time turns back to that second when you should've made the other choice
It's funny when someone who rarely talks serious suddenly talks serious.cute.
It's funny when you wish for something, then it comes true, then you regret for wishing that wish because you're not ready to carryout the wish that comes true
It's funny when you wish for something, then it comes partially true, then you start to worry fearing that the other part would not come true
It's funny when you tell you're not competitive and ends up scrutinizing yourself upon knowing you didn't get that call
It's funny when everyone else thinks that you should be the very opposite of who you want to be.

It's just plainly hilariously funny.

But it's not funny not being able to sleep at night.
But it's not funny having your mind work unnecessary endlessly.
But it's not funny when you over analyze things.

It's just NOT funny.

But I like the guy who rarely talks serious suddenly talk serious.Uber cute and funny.Let's have more serious talk. And laugh. More serious talk. And laugh. Life would be merrier like that ey?

Serious Guy, give me back my touch n' go card and come back quick and make me laugh some more.

Wednesday, 12 August 2009

PoSiTiVe VibE

image obtained here
It's all in the head. It really is. ALl i have to do is chant the mantra, "i can do it". Then treat myself with a new shoe/bag anyone?

shuey NEVER change. tsk tsk.

Don't blame me. I googled positive image. Yang keluar gambar itu. Salah saya kah?

Tuesday, 11 August 2009

budak budak zaman sekarang

suka melompat lompat kerja. asal rasa tak sesuai, bergerak ke tempat lain. asal rasa tak boleh tahan, berpindah ke tempat lain.adakah saya salah seorang dari mereka?

ya, saya tidak gemar akan tempat kerja saya sekarang. asal tak nak sakit kepala, terus membuka web page untuk mencuba nasib di tempat lain. tsk tsk.

budak budak zaman sekarang.