happy

still stuffed from the luncheon session with ati and ayu.finished 3 pieces of work today (yay!!self accomplishment).wearing my new blue c & k kitten heels.reminded by ein's blog that she'll be risik-ed tomorow (congrats dear girl!!).good friday certainly is.tomorow will be greater.im happy.yay!!=)

Singapore escapade:Stop, Look, Go

The Singapore trip this time felt like a true tourist package tour of stop, look & go. Didn't quite enjoy it for the island was too crowded with throngs of tourists since it was the school holidays. Note to one self: NEVER visit Singapore during school and festive holidays.heh.

First night: Clarke Quay (upbeat version of Bintang Walk)

Second day: Sentosa Island. I still prefer our theme parks. The sun, the heat and the amount of people made the visit less enjoyable. Well, at least for me la.

now, getting this pair of shoes made me happy there after.=)

Second night: Night walk at Orchard Road (christmas decor and christmas atmosphere was superb)

Final day: Final Shopping. Got me self this second pair of lovely2 shoe.=)

Notice the absenties of my dad from all the pictures taken? Now, he was the smart one. He took his own sweet time exploring singapore at his own leisure. Jealous!!

Conclusion: I find there isn't much difference of the Great Singapore Sale with the sale in Malaysia. Same brand, same products, same price. If it wasn't my dream to be the proud owner of Charles & Keith shoes, i don't think i would consider going to Singapore for the mere reason to shop. I'd rather shop here. Seriously.

Nevertheless, I was happy to spent time with me familia. Being the typical hot headed and hot tempered us, surprisingly there wasn't much tense going around. *clap* *clap* *pat on the back for the jamal clan*.

*shuey's wearing her charles & keith and now in a sleepy-and-lazy-to-do-work mode*

closure

i should've known better than to vent out my anger and over-sensitiveness in me blog. it's nothing that i regret but the aftermath is quite obvious. certain individuals gets hurt, words spread around and since its the prevalant practice of everyone not wanting to ask me what's the real deal, the truth version of it is often manipulated.i'm seen to be the bad-ass one.i'm seen to be cruel and mean.nothing new to me.i know.

thus, closure is what i seek. to those i've hurt, i apologize. i forget that the desire to change lies in the individual themselves. no amount of words or confrontations could change the situation and circumstances. i can't stop people to act how they act or speak when they want to.

i am no angel for i've done my share of badness. neither am i perfect. in each and everyone of us lies ego and pride. once its hurt, one will be defensive. now, im letting my fence down. now, i want to end all this emotional and anger torture i impose on myself.bak kata pepatah "ikut rasa binasa, ikut hati mati".

*shuey in a hear no evil-see no evil-speak no evil mode*

wednesday blues?

what a day to start work afte 7 day break.met with a minor accident (read:i told u i DON'T dig sudden breaks).later, bumped into mr.im-smitten-and-badly infatuated in the lift.

a little bit of ying and yang.i've got nothing to complain.=)

Muhibbah Eidul Adha & Futsal

Having had to celebrate eidul adha at home yesterday wasn't so bad after all. Certainly the ambience was nothing near to "kampung" feel but non the less the food my mom made and the company we had made it feel festive enough.

A game of futsal later at night with my DJian mates came in handy in my effort to lose the huge amount of weight gained since I started work early last year.

Funny how things work. Further I drift from my alma matter's mate, the closer I am to my DJian mates. Thus far, I've got nothing to complain.=)

*shueys body's aching but shueys in-a-feeling-great-mode!!*

Eidul Adha

In the spirit of celebrating eidul adha tomorow. this post is a tribute to my mom in specific for the sacrifices she made for her children. it's true when people said "mak seorang boleh jaga 10 orang,10 orang anak tak tentu boleh jaga mak seorang".

having had to travel back and forth to Putrajaya on a daily basis gives me the hindsight of what my mom had to go through for at least the past 8 years whilst she was still in service. though the amount of traveling and work everyday could seriously cause severe exhaustion, she still managed to cook and care for her husband and kids. even till today I am amazed that she could wake up really early in the morning to do her sunat prayers and go through the day cooking, cleaning, gardening and attending classes. she certainly deserve the title "Supermom".

never did she once whine.never did she once complain.my best friend, my trusted confidante, the one and only; my Mom.

Selamat Hari Raya Korban everyone

*shuey in a festive and jolly good mood*

charles & keith

• revenge is sweet after all.after a failed attempt to getting those Charles & Keith shoes at KK (which my boss managed to grab a couple *jealous!!*), there is karma after all. family and i are going to singapore this 22nd!!woo hoo!!tsunami shopping galore, here i come!! *all smiles*
  
• the following lesson is the continuation of dummies for drivers;

Lesson 4

to the dudes & dudettes drivers out there, please press the pedal break when necessary. i SOOO do not dig SUDDEN BREAKS because 1) the tyre will get exhausted easily and 2) if i hit your car, i am to be blamed and NOT you.

so please boys & girls, drive carefully and as the tag goes, "anda mampu mengubahnya" (cheh.poyo!!) heh.

• newly found grammar use by Malaysian artists:-

1) "I hope you like me just the way I are"

2) "What is she's doing here"

I know my English is not perfect but come on, don't you guys do editing before airing the shows?

*shuey in a ramble rambling mode*

Smitten & Infatuated

Back from johore work trip.badly smitten & infatuated.*sigh* not good.not good.

next-door kampung boy

a surprise dinner meet up with my very own next-door kampung boy (he proclaims himself as such) yesterday was a pleasant one.despite the ups and downs and how world apart we are in terms of many, he would always be that special someone in my heart.the theory opposite attracts is thus proven to be true.

=)

evolution

back when i was in primary school, i was known as a tyrant.people hated me. never knew how to smile or laugh.

then came secondary school. i toned down but that seriousness in me never did actually fade.

then came pre-uia.ziyad taught me what true friendship meant.

then came uia.tribute to my roomates for teaching me the art of laughing, sillyness and hapiness.im ever indebted to them.(emon, u rock!!)

then came mr. dearie said person. he taught me that i could be loved despite being physically unattractive.

then came muna,ein and miera. they taught me that friendship does not mean exclusivity.

then came now, i'm back to the old primary school me.im grumpy,im moody,im snappy.conlusion:not exactly the favorite of everyone at the moment.

truthfully, i don't care. knowing that my family, friends and mr.dearie person knows me for who i truly am is sufficient to know that i'm not alone. even if i'm alone and everyone hates me, i know i still have Him.

cheers to those above-named for changing me for the better.

*shuey not-in-the-mood-to-do-work and writing this whilst its raining outside.must be the weather.*

good Sunday

after a horrid experience yesterday, good Sunday it certainly is.new bag.new shoes.new lippy glossy.superb shopping acquaintances cum advisors (mom-superb taste, sisters-trusted confidante). what's an ALMOST retired shopaholic me has got to complain?i'm happy.yay!!=)

funny how shoes, bag & make up can easily boost one's self confidence. tomorrow's meeting at BNM would be a breeze.heh.=) (ye lar tuh)

here's to the newly wed, radzlan and hanisah. may your marriage's blessed with eternal bliss till death do u apart.

radzlan's wedding reception (saturday, 8.12.2007)

a late congratulations wish to also newly wed; nicholas netto and wife, carol. may your holly matrimony's blessed with eternal bliss till death do u apart.

action speaks louder than words

angry.hurt.shocked.frustrated.tired.

best-friend-stealer & over sensitive they claim me to be. the former NEVER but the latter may be. but I wonder if they claim I am such, then how about them? back-stabber, gossip-er, other people's business mind-er.would they like being label such, I wonder? I wish I could be like ein n have a mental block at what other's say. I wish I could be like miera to just swallow it in and be ignorant of what others do and say. but obviously I'm NOT them. I'm ME. I confront and face issues.

so,if u've a problem with that, be a woman and SAY it out. don't ACT it out.

maybe it's the hormone speaking. maybe not. I'm just exhausted. pure childish I say.

*shue on anti-social mode*

Dummies for Drivers

Lesson 1

Right-est lane = fast speed lane
Middle lane = moderate speed lane
Left-est lane = suited for heavy vehicles (busses,lorries, etc)

Lesson 2

The thingy-ma-jigg attached to the left or right side (depending on car model) of ur stering is called an indicator. use it to give indicator/signal when overtaking/changing lanes/etc.

Lesson 3

To stay alive and accident free, follow Lesson 1 and Lesson 2 dilligently DuMb-AsS!!

the kind of road users i have to face everyday.can really make my blood go upstairs!!(broken english intended).ish.

on a side note (shue always have a side note ey?heh), sarawak is a go go!!!yay.can't wait for june next year to come.=)

sabah's off!!

due to some unforgiven mishaps from the management of the current ministry i'm serving at, i'm not going to sabah. that's the price that we have to pay for being in a foreign land from the AGC HQ.no worries. not that i was that fond to travel to sabah for a half day meeting.i was only looking forward to go shoe shopping at charles & keith.i guess that have to wait for god knows how long.(p/s: nadia sabah, since ur a regular customer at charles & keith, please beg them to have a chain in west malaysia.PLEASE!!!!)

well, bad news for me.good news to my beloved friends (as if im the miss-popular!!heh). i am going to make it to radzlan's wedding reception after all.it's camera whoring time!!!

see u guys saturday!!

oh yeah, im about to go for a suicide mission, attending a meeting in the afternoon where i have not much knowledge of the subject matter.hey, don't blame me.i'm new at this.not like once i've graduated from law school, get called to the bar, im suppose to know everything!!

sheesh kebab.

~dOoFuS~

im an ultimate doofus for letting my judgement slip.i'm not easily influenced by the yapping of any salesman because more often than not, they're conman seeking for financial gain. don't worry, i didn't lose a penny for letting my judgment slip.but my concern is on the information i've furnished.having watched too many nothing-is-impossible-in-this-world kinda movies, worries me to the max.

i hope my mom is right when she says, "have faith in Allah for He would not burden one who He thinks can't carry such burden". thus now, faith is all i have to Him to protect my family and i from my own mistake and carelessness.

*sigh* not liking the feeling at all.

10 days and counting

counting what u may ask?no, im NOT getting married or engaged.dun't be silly!!!heheh..counting the days where i'll no longer have to sacrifice my itchiness to shop & eat extravagantly.yeap people, my first pay is cashing in on 13.12.2007.woohooo!!reason to celebrate!!okay, maybe i'm overdoing it.heh.

but seriously, at least i can go to Sabah in peace with some cash in hand to do some charles & keith shoe and probably bag shopping.ngeeeeeeeeee...im happy.=)

yeah,another work-travelling obligation to attend to, come this thursday till saturday.thus,have to give radzlan's wedding reception a miss..promise will catch up with u guys later aight.toodles!!