silence

if only this blog is not read by many. 

if only one no scrap that, everyone could be judgmental-less. 

i am deeply hurt. 

if life could really be simple.

if perfection does not need to exist.

I'd be happier.

I may be selfish.

But not always.

I keep feelings deep inside.

I thought about it much.

I am convinced. Still am convinced.

But the pressure is insane.

The competition is incomprehensible.

I can't take it.

I need to let it out.

Here.

It's raining.

So is my eyes.