Better Day

I'm feeling much better today because of the following reasons:

1) Mr. Dearie said person encouraging words; and

2) I dreamt of Anuar Zain. *hubba* *hubba*

Eheheheh.=)

E-M-O-tional

That is how i exactly looked like when i left for work this morning.

I'm sad that my one-eyed-blue-cat refused to come near/play/sleep with me.

I'm frustrated that I look and feel fat and fugly (though I'm thankful that I still have my five senses).

I'm tired of people asking the "when-are-you-getting-married" question. Fyi, yes, I'm seeing/dating mr. dearie said person but getting married ain't a walk in the park.It ain't 1,2,3 easy,peasy. Enough with the pressure already yeah. Thank you.

I feel like an under-achiever (which impliedly means, I suck at work).

*Exclusion clause: This post is not directed to anyone in particular. I'm just having one of those emotional-bad-day thingy ma jiggy. Hence, sila lah jangan terasa.

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Walaubagaimanapun, saya gembira shoe-heaven saya sudah sampai di One Utama dan saya telah ter-belanja satu pasang kasut lagi. The store is not dissapointing AT ALL but caution, it's still pricey as compared to the ones in singapore. Blame it on the shipping cost yada yada yada.

Saya juga gembira kerana tahun 2009 akan menyaksikan bundle of joys untuk kawan kawan saya. I'm truly happy for each and every one of you dan sila lah stand by untuk anak anak anda di booking menjadi flower girl/boy saya ntah bila nanti.=) hihihi..

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Thank you for reading my what-ever post. And I'd thought it would get rid of the emotional turmoil. I was wrong.

Here's to wednesday blues. I want to go home.

*%^&&*(*&^

Dalam banyak banyak benda nak komen. Bende nih jugak aku nak tulis. (cakap dalam BM sebab tak gheti nak komen dalam bahasa omputih)

Geram dengan pasangan artis terhangat di pasaran sekarang. Tidak mengaku salah kepada dakwaan tangkap khalwat tapi kenyataan dan kelakuan masing-masing macam pasangan kekasih.

Seriously dude and dudette, mengaku je la dengan perkara sebenar. Tak payah nak selindung selindung. Not for the benefit of the public BUT for the benefit of your ex-wife and your kids. Don't place them in misery. They deserve better.

*explanatory note: can't help but to comment for their stories appears even in the english papers. nak tak nak akan terbaca jugak gelagat mereka yang sungguh tidak professional dan meluat.

re-visit of tale of fat girl

Remember this?

The fat girl did not achieve her target. The fat girl remained fat. In fact it got worst. She can no longer buy clothes on-line for the sizes no longer suits her. *sob* sad!!

*A pathetic sad-entry of the FAT girl*

I.hate.my.job.syndrom

*flash back* approximately 1 and a half years ago i got so fed up with the previous job, i started applying for new jobs.

1 and a half years later, here I am with a new job and the previous i.hate.my.job.sentiment. is slowly starting to creep again. Oh! saya sangat tidak suka.

What is a girl to do to motivate oneself to go to work everyday? Ish.

I secretly wish I'm her simply because she's pweety and her job is awesomely cool!

Or have a job like him.

Sangat blissful okay.

Hurry up 5 p.m already.

Reflex action

Yesterday, whilst sitting around with participants of a seminar I attended, without realizing, i started waving me hands around. When suddenly the chap seated right at the end of the table said sorry. Then I went blank. Then I said, why are u sorry? Then he said, for smoking. Then, I realized, me body reflects immediately to second hand smoking. Now I love my body more for loving me. Make sense? No?

On another observatory note (from the seminar), it's really embarrassing that the Malaysians are proud with the 'Malaysian time'. It's even more embarrassing that we acknowledge there is such thing as 'Malaysian time'.'Zaman dah berubah' they say, tapi mentaliti tak berubah. Apa bezanya?

*tsk* *tsk*

Boring Friday

I.am.so.not.motivated.to.work.today.

Simply because I've been away for a seminar for the last two days and having had to come back for work on a Friday is simply de-motivating. isk.

I've been tagged by cik Afzan as follows: -

here's what we should do. it's simple:
list down 5 of the products from the list below that you are boycotting,
and then list down 5 of the products that you will try your best to boycott,
and finally list another 5 of the products that you find it hard to boycott,
and tag 5 others.

this tag is to get everyone to read the list below carefully and identify which products affects your life and the lives of the Palestinians most! You can also compare your list with your friends and see: if they can boycott one product that you haven't been boycotting, why can't you start to boycott the product too?

5 products i'm boycotting
1. Mc Donalds
2. Coca-cola
3. Starbucks
4. L'Oreal
5. Maybelline

5 products i will start to boycott: (mcm redundant je dgn list before?)
1. McDonalds
2. Tesco
3. Disney movies (sangat susah lar tapi sebab movies diorang best!!)
4. Starbucks
5. Maybelline (walaupun murah, brand makeup british based lain pun ada.=) )

5 products that i find hard to boycott
1. Nestle products (banyak tuh nak boycott)
2. Maggi (rencah,penyedap rasa banyak maggi)
3. Kotex (i tried finding substitute for this brand but failed miserably. seriously!!)
4. Marks & Spencer (baju dan makanan oh so tempting)
5. Carefour (seleksi, kualiti dan harga barang jauh lebih murah dari kedai runcit biasa dan giant.)

I'm not tagging anyone (as usual). It's open for anyone to do.

Boycott List by Brand - View the Labels to boycott

• AOL Time Warner Time Life magazine, CNN, ICQ
• Apax Partners Jonny Rockets, Sunglass Hut.
• Arsenal Football Club
• Coca-Cola Fruitopia, Fanta, Kia Orange, Lilt, Sprite, Sunkist..
• Caterpillar
• Danone HP foods, Evian, Volvic, Jacob
• Delta Galil Hema, Barbie, Carrefour, Auchan, Tchibo, Victoria's Secret, GAP, Banana Republic, Structure, J-Crew, JC Penny, Pryca, Lindex, DIM, DKNY, Ralph Lauren, Playtex, cK, Hugo Boss, M&S
• Disney
• Emblaze
• Estée Lauder Aramis, Clinique, DKNY, Prescriptives, Origins, MAC, La Mer, Bobbi Brown, Tommy Hilfiger, Jane, Donna Karan, Aveda, Stila, Jo Malone, Bumble & Bumble, Kate Spade
• Home Depot Villager's Hardware, Georgia Lighting, Apex Supply, EXPO Design Centres
• IBM
• Intel
• Johnson & Johnson
• Kimberly-Clark Kleenex, Kotex, Huggies, Andrex
• Lewis Trust Group River Island, Isrotel hotels, Britannia Pacific
• The Limited Inc Express stores, Lerner New York, Structure, New York & Company, Mast Industries, Intimate Brands, Victoria's Secret, Bath & Body Works, White Barn Candle Company, Henri Bendel
• L'Oreal Giorgio Armani, Redken 5th Avenue, Lancome Paris, Vichy, Cacharel, La Roche-Posay, Garnier, Biotherm, Helena Rubinstein, Maybelline, Ralph Lauren, Carson
• Marks & Spencer M&S, St.Michaels
• McDonald's
• Motorola
• Nestle Nescafé, Perrier, Vittel, Pure Life, Carnation, Libby's, Milkmaid, Nesquik, Maggi, Buitoni, Cross & Blackwell, KitKat, Milkybar, Quality Street, Smarties, After Eight, Aero, Polo, Lion, Felix cat food, L'Oréal
• News Corporation TV: Fox, Sky, Star, Phoenix, Granada, CNBC. UK newspapers: Standard Newspaper, News of the World, The Sun, The Times. Australian Newspapers: The Telegraph , Gold Coast Bulletin, Herald Sun, Independent, Sunday Mail. US newspapers: New York Post. Publishers: Harper Collins Ragan, Zondervan, National Geographical. Nursery World, Rawkus, NDS, Mushroom Records, ChinaByte.com, Festival Records
• Nokia
• Revlon New World Entertainment, Forbes
• Sara Lee Hanes, Playtex, Champion, Leggs, Douwe Egberts, Bryan, DIM, Ambi Pur, Bali, Superior Coffee, Just My Size, Kiwi, Maison Cafe, Nur die, Pilao, Lovable, Outer Banks, Wonderbra, Sanex, Pickwick, Gossard, Body Mist, Brylcreem, Aqua Velva, Radox
• Siemens
• Selfridges
• Starbucks Seattle Coffee, Pasqua, Hear Music, TazoTimberland

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It's not that I'm an individualist who does not care two hoots bout the happenings of the world. It's not that I'm selfish. It's just heartbreaking, heart wrenching and depressing to know that the world is in a state of chaos with global economic crisis and the evil Zionist attacks on Gaza. It's not easy to digest all of these. Hence, I try as hard as I can from watching or reading any news. But I can't. I failed. The chaos is too apparent to ignore.

Then I came across this. It's the least that I could do (other than the daily dua and prayers) for the Palestinians. And now I'm sharing it with you guys.

Ya Allah, berikan kami kekuatan untuk menempuhi dugaan yang Engkau turunkan kepada umatmu. Engkaulah maha mengetahui dan kami berlindung dibawah mu Ya Allah. Amin.

Party pooper

Maybe it's the age. I mean I'm turning 26 this year y'all. and that's OLD!! Just the other day some friends invited for some round of bowling to begin at 10.30 p.m to which I initially reacted, wow, dude, that's late. Knowing them, 10.30 could run to 11 and the chilling session would go on till the early hours of the morning. True enough, they stayed on for more rounds of bowling and I left much earlier. Party pooper, i am?

When I was younger, i.e. circa teenage years, I crave to be able to hang out at night with the rest of me friends only because the father and the mother was typically conventional parents who expects their children to be home no later than 7 p.m. There was an occasional slip or two but thankfully I was forgiven. I labeled my mother as paranoid for the obvious reasons. She would check up on us every now and then to remind us that we have to be home NOW!!

I guess the so-called-rebel in me has faded with the age. Now, at 25++ I try not to be back home too late (read: no later than 12 a.m.) for no other reasons but safety. It is a crazy world today and I'm not taking any chances.

Label me a party pooper or whatever. I don't really care. Thanks to the paranoid mother and father, I am sober now. And I'm not shameful to admit it. Speaking of which, counting down 4 days till the return of the mother and father from hajj. Month plus without the father and mother, the siblings survived!! woo hoo!! no bickering. no fighting. Just the 3 crazy cat ladies, with their SML (small,medium,large) cats is enough to keep them sane. heheh.

2008 left, 2009 came. I hope to be a better, reasonable, considerate person . I learned to be always thankful and blessful everyday. Here's to 2009.

I hate my BFF!!

I so hate her because..because...I love her. Does not make sense ey? In simple lay terms, I hate her because she failed to update me on the fact that she has her own online business. I so hate her because I was not informed of her current pride and joy. I so hate her because I'm proud of her. Still does not make any sense? Then don't try to make sense out of it.

*sigh*. babe, because I hate you oh-so-very-much, I'm doing free-advertisement for you. Online-shopaholics, kindly click here.

Im speechless. Happy New Year everyone!!