Tuesday, 26 January 2010

Bitter lesson

I learn to speak only when necessary.
I learn not to be too passionate.
I learn not to care. Care only when necessary.
I learn to trust no one.

It took me 2 and a half years to learn that work is not everything. It took me 2 and a half years to learn that certain things are in my control, certain things aren't. It took me 2 and a half years to learn to not beat myself up if I can't perform to my expected standards.

So, here's to many many many more working years and may it not crumble me to pieces.

5 days and counting. =)

6 comments:

HiDa said...

U ok Shue? Yup, don't stress urself 2 much over work.

shueyluweyduwey said...

hida:have a not-so-much-love but much-hate with work now.but yeah, tryin to keep the positive vibe.how are u babe?

Ummu Auni Afif said...

sometimes our expectations are too high. ni kajian. women do have high expectations on themselves. loosen up :)

shueyluweyduwey said...

k.aini: sedang dalam process.=)

Ein said...

ooohh counting!! :) there's definitely more to life than work.
so go with the flow and block all the negative energy ok. compartmentalize!

ppsst.ade anak kucing tak nak disedekah kat aku? me want to bela for Emyr la.

shueyluweyduwey said...

ein: yup yup.tgh berusaha nak membebaskan diri dari serabutan kepalan. anak kucing takde nak sedekah la babe.but I can try and check with mynn.nanti i get back to u?