i miss me girlies.

Today was supposed to be a day off.
Tomorrow should've been the official day that we're an item.
But in light on the turn of events,
Today was a working day; and
Tomorrow will be postponed to an undetermined date.

Looking forward to Sunday. He'll be coming back. Though for a short while. I need my dose of happiness.

I miss my girlies (mira.ein.muna). Really I do. They are my doses of happiness.

him+me girlies = doses of happiness = happy shiny shuey.

Breather

"Syg niiii.." is like music to my ears. You've slowly healed. Alhamdulillah. I can't possibly replace her. I can NEVER replace her. But my pair or ears are always free for lending.

Work is overwhelmingly hectic.

I.need.to.take.a.breather.

Suddenly I saw the light at the end of the tunnel:a tub full of Kit Kat ice cream in the fridge that i completely forgot about.

To H*** with work. Yummy ice cream awaits. Yay!

When a grown man

Wept openly over the death of his mother,it shattered my heart.

Called upon his two siblings to sit by their mother's grave relieving sweet memories of her,it broke me into pieces.

So,don't relentlessly say thanks to my parents and i for the 2 1/2 hours drive to and fro.

It's the least that we could do.

After all,you're already considered part of the family.

He loves her more

He speaks highly of her.
He thinks highly of her.
Of course, she's his mother.
Tonight, she passed away.

Sayang,

I cannot imagine the loss you're feeling.
I cannot imagine the devastation.
But do know I'm here for you.

May she rest in peace and placed among the dwellers of Jannah.

Al-Fatihah.

Indeed, we can only plan. And mother was right. It was not a sign but test from Him.

He knows best

I've heard the phrase "kita hanya mampu merancang, Allah maha mengetahui" many times.

Little did I know that one day it'll smack me right in the face.

I've also heard the phrase "mothers know best" many times.

I hope you are right mother.

weekend is here

and i fell off the chair literally!

out of happiness? NoT!

But to dear gems (you know who you are). I'm overjoyed to know all the fantabalous news. Call for a major celebration.

Yang sorang tuh, just take the offer will ya. Be my lunch mate? =)

*hugs to all*

and they say rome was not built in a day

adakah harus jatuh bangun jatuh bangun jatuh bangun banyak kali sehingga betul betul rasa you can do it?

adakah kerana sebelum ini tidak pernah perlu jatuh bangun jatuh bangun jatuh bangun banyak kali sehingga menyebabkan one feels complacent enough that things WILL fall in its place.

bila kah rasa ini akan hilang?

bila kah one can be intelligent enough not to feel stupid?

bila kah?

bila kah?

tak sanggup la nak jatuh bangun jatuh bangun jatuh bangun. dah habis berdarah dah kaki ini. dah penat rasa bodoh. dah penat. dah penat.

bila kah hari itu akan sampai. hari di mana we shall be reunited. my love. my long lost love.

encik "you make me happy", sila lah take me away to the land of endless happiness. where we need not be frustrated. where we need not worry.

-signed budak yang makin lama makin confuse-