I miss

my carefree student days where One Utama was a frequent lay over from class to home

my carefree days where I can just pop into the cinema  for a movie

my 'me' time

my carefree days where I can be pretty much selfish and think of myself

i think I'm losing myself along this transition of becoming an adult. 

i think I'm tired of expecting people to think like how I think. To act like how i would act. To respond like how I would respond.

i don't think i'm ready to be an adult.

i don't think i'm ready to be responsible.

i don't think i'm ready to be all selfless.

is this all a mistake? i think not. there is still time to fix this hole. i am scared.