Monday, 30 November 2009

Hida

"Biar orang buat kat kita. Jangan kita buat kat orang" - My late Opah.

It just shows how insensitive they are. Not worth your time. Your cries. Your heartache.

Delete them completely. Literally stop from questioning. Stop from figuring out. Stop from digging.

It won't be easy. But you know you've got friends supporting you.

Ignorance is bliss. Just ignore.

Ms J And Mr A *erase forever* - honestly utterly despicable.

Domestic Goddes (kononnya)

Sebelum terlupa, perlu pen this down for memory sake.

Scene: telephone conversation.

Girl: which one is a cinnamon? The stick or the flower?

Boy: *chuckle*

Girl: u laughed!meanie!

Boy: tickles me that you could not identify between the two.

Conclusion: now, WE know who will be wearing the chef hat. =)

Sunday, 29 November 2009

Mudah lupa

Kadang-kadang tidak terelak hati terdetik, begitu mudah dan senang kehidupan mereka. at least to my very own naked eyes.

Kemudian hati terdetik lagi, KENAPA kehidupan aku tak serupa seperti mereka. KENAPA begitu banyak halangan dan dugaan yang perlu ditempuhi.

Soal KENAPA tak wajar ditanya kerana aku mudah lupa aku hamba Allah yang kerdil yang perlu merintih kepada Nya mohon petunjuk dan hidayah. Mohon kekuatan dan ketabahan hati.

Thank you mother for the gentle reminder.

Sungguh benar, manusia mudah lupa.

Saturday, 28 November 2009

Lelaki

Saya bukan seorang hardcore feminis. Saya hanya tidak suka rakan-rakan wanita saya dipermainkan.

Tatkala lelaki menipu untuk menyelamatkan ego yang besar. Saya faham.

Tetapi tatkala seorang wanita membenarkan atau membiarkan penipuan tersebut berlaku tanpa rasa bersalah atau rasa remorse, saya sungguh tidak faham.

Paling tidak pun, kalau dua-dua sudah melakukan kesilapan, sila lah mengaku salah.

Admitting to mistake does not make one coward. Admitting to mistake is a commendable act.

To me friend, though I agree revenge is sweet but please don't let them have the last laugh.

Operation confrontation in December? Who's on board?

Friday, 20 November 2009

My Mother So Sweet

When I fight with him, she hugs me and say things will be okay.
When I told her his mother passed away, we bawled together.
When we went for the funeral, she hugged his sister like she was her own daughter.
When I told her his problems, she extends her hand to help.

She never judge. She understands.

Mother, you're too sweet and I love YOU!

Wednesday, 18 November 2009

the UPS and DoWnS

Every phone ring. Every incoming e-mail. brings shivers down me spine. they call it phobia.

This morning. The phone rang. This time i did something right.

*sigh*

Hurry for the end of month to come. Better month next.

Tomorrow, i sense feel good day.

Short run from Office. New best best friend.

Can't wait!!

Tuesday, 17 November 2009

Harsh

One word to sum it all; harsh!

I told you the month has not ended.

And i just want to bury myself deep under the ground.